As we see in the New Year with merriment and cheer 2018 waits ahead like a large blank canvas. The picture to be painted shall be one of various scenes, and wild vibrancy.
A new start with a more defined subject area. I am a Mistress who like many adores her profession and its most indulgent moments. Yet it is often so easy to get lost in one simple subject for more time than initially realised. Last year I noticed this often happened around the area of feminisation and its various tiers. Now as you know this is an area I enjoy very much….and most certainly its humiliation qualities. There is really nothing quite like a the laughter in a humiliation scene as I watch you squirm reduced to a mere feeble being. Gender and species diminish as you simply become an object to me for my own dark amusement. My toys are used; abused; treated roughly yet spoken to calmly. That is before I pick a second and play with them together!
So whilst I have many areas of interest I enjoy, this year my resolution I feel is to not dwell too long on any one theme. (Nor indeed be hurried) But to devour and work my way through many areas, digesting and expressing this in film as much as photograpy and my twitter feed. I am afterall a femme fatale of spontaneity and mischievious charm. My playspaces are large (and ever expanding) with many scenes and my fantasy equipment… I am quite honestly spoilt for choice!
As I finalise my 12 month plan of schedules and wishes for 2018 there will be many new ingredients to add to my mix. Regular film sessions (so reliable UK slaves will be required) Overseas tours and the beginning of a journey into wrestling beatdown (which I simply ran out of time to last year!). That is not to forget my yearly planner of attending Whitby goth weekend (with my sissy and one other slave) in April, Sparkle (Transgender w’end) in July, My appearance at The Sissy Manor in London in October, Professional tour to New York (at some of the well known chambers) in November and many other parties and events between!
Fetish is a journey. Not only a lifestyle, a passion, an ever developing swirling colourful discovery, but a personal journey. We are drawn to the light in a room which is not dark. But one in which we feel the heat from a distance. Not everyone sees it, and many see but choose not to follow. We are fortunate that not only are we exploring ourselves and our inner desires as human beings but we are learning and entering a culture where we can extend the lengths of our own intellectual existence. I have since my teens been a dominant and have experienced a vast amount. Meeting along the way many types of people but above all I would say those who have the strength and interest to explore kink seem of a more an astute intelligent nature. Stimulated not only by the physical aspects of fetish and bdsm but also by the mental challenge and release it gives. For those who choose to merge eroticm and fetishism in a private fantasy space where they free themselves. It is a sanctuary all on its own. A spiritual church, for some a place of worship, others physical offering, and others sanctuary. We are drawn to the light and begin with one initial interest…like a walk into an unknown woods…the further we go the more confident we become…the more paths we find…before we know it we are a little lost in the heart of it. But instead of a feeling of fear, we feel a sense of belonging. Nature. Honesty to ourselves.